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thx for the helf!

finally find it.. holy crap.. never do that again..

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yesterday i mentioned my first chance that i missed. today is sec..
I thinki my sec chance is.. when i back this country i mean Korea...  i couldn;t get a job.. so i found part time job. It's not a formal but can make some money. cuz that was kinda trading. i can speak English bit so ex/import some material and product.
I think i did well that job. so that company director offered mea formal job..but i refused it... i had my reason but i can't tell this page...  

well. ppl said everyone have 3 of chances.. i think so too.
but thing is... i missed my 2 chances already i think. at first when i cook in AUS. i almost get sec chef but i didnt... cuz .. i was so crazy about ex gf..so i let my chance go ... i can;t understand why i did... guss im so emotional person....
i'll tell my story which i missed  sec chance later.

getting harder which i wirte this journal..... so tired..

The day! finally come tomorrow.... i'll drop my all and try to get new job..
getting nervous... now.. cuz it's my first try to get desk job in my life..
good bye cook... good bye kitchen...good bye you fkn customer....
But if i'll can take this job.. actually it could be worse....
i hope everything is gonna be ok...

Why ppl love to  say about "you should~~~ you shouldn;t". But you know what?
that;s none of you fuckin besiness.. and plz do not judge me that earlier.. you don;t even know me well. if i'll in serious trouble, you guys won;t give a shiiiitt... So plz
um begging you guys, " Do not tell me what to do!!, actually u don;t have to, cuz i don't wanna fuckin around. do i make cristal? you little ass...."