todayalso my holiday day off!!  meet my friend had a great lunch.
funny thing is we will get a new job.so he will move to buchen and i'll mive yangje.
we'd talk about what we concerned at our new job. but im tirrd...
cuz i didn;t sleep well in last 2 days.. shit... i don;t know what did i write on this journal..

I missed my journal for 2 days... i was so busy and tired, maintanence is problem also. anyway holiday is coming!!! actually tomorrow.. so i drunk couple of beer with my sis and sis's husband. my brother in law? he is American. fortunately i can speak English so we had great time. cool in my real world.. but this world?
I found such a ass. even i jsut played 30 mins.... WTF....
there are so many jerks in this game... included my expedition...

"It's a person. The doctor pronounce her death, not the news."
"The first step in  solving  any problem is reconizing there is one"
Jesus...Aaron sorkin....i love your drama...
if you guys didn;t watch "The Newsroom" i'll recommand~!!
it's greatest drama in 2012...

2 day, i hunted "charging admiral" with my expedition "취급주의" members.
its my first time that i try hunt boss monster. ppl call it "raid". actually i felt... very down... this "raid" is not funny....i played mmo rpg like wow for many years... and i love 'raid'.. so to me? makes me down... but it;'s ok.. i know this game doesn't focus to raid..

i wanna understand ppl.. but..i can't...i know it's impossible that someone understand others mind.. it's crystal....fuck you!! fuck over there!!! fuck all of you!!! shiiit...and i have one Us friend in my town.. but!!! he might be back home in month...if he can find new job, it'll fine.problem is he is 2 exprienced teacher.. when i heard this story first time, i can;t understand so i was like "WTF?"
true is nobody want exprienced teacher..cuz exprienced teacher takes more money..

well.... ppl said "money is the most important in the world" yeah i agreed..
but u know... sometimes money is not a only value for the ppl when they live in this wolrd... exspecially if u have to get someone's heart.. that's my concern.
cuz im not a person who can belong with other ppl well. so hard...

Today... was fkn busy... somebody wanna be cook or something, i'll stop it!!
acutually i love cooking and serve other ppl but!! problem is !! i have to work in weekends.. fkn weekends... everybody do anything what they want but me...
that's why i'll change my job... i wanna have some time like normal ppl...
2 sleepy...

hmm.. I play this for 7 hours per one day but wensday.. wensday? i can do whole time if i want.. anyway 7 hours is not that short..  but... it feel like just 2 or 3 hours..
cuz the currect time when i'm playing is 9 to 13 and 22:30 to 24 or next day 01..damn... morning? i have to prepare working and also have to handle my breakfast and lunch.. usually i so wanna go to dungeon or "crack or the omen"
but i can't!!!  plz! somebody bring me to the dungeon!!!

when i started this game i couldn't realize working is that  important.....
i should know it.. cuz i didn't care about my working point so i just leave it full..
also  didn't do "scarecrow" quest!!!!! till lv 30.....  pumpkin scarecrow?
i puted 3 days ago!!!! jesus..... that's what i don;t have enough money...
what the fuck am i gonna do!!!